在候機室裏看一篇文章名為「爸爸不在家」,內容講及筆者四歲時爸爸已經離世,對爸爸的印象很模糊,依稀記得喜歡每次等爸爸放工,爸爸也帶朱古力給她吃.想起這情景,不知怎的,心頭一酸,眼睛也濕了.
雖然樂謙仔還未懂說話,更常常哭鬧著要抱,但原來我很想念他.
原來從小為小孩子在兒時留下美好回憶是很重要的.對我最深刻的是媽媽抱著我,替我冼澡的情景.她在我幾歲大還替我洗澡(寫到這裏,我的眼淚又來了......)「要孝敬父母...」
孩子,爸爸很想快些回來抱你,你要乖乖地,唔好「蝦」媽咪呀!
O LORD, You have searched me and known me. I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Marvelous are Your works, And that my soul knows very well. Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me, and know my anxieties; And see if there is any wicked way in me, And lead me in the way everlasting. (Psalm 139:1,14,23-24 NKJV)